I think I may have ADHD... or may be really high... or be really stupid... but I do have issues to when it comes to my wrting. I recall many compalaints... as to no matter HOW MUCH EFFORT I place in there... I have some sort of complaint... (Some more noticable than others.)

But the biggest thing is that few, or no one at all ever tells me how I can improve... (or where I need too?)

In which I write this journal for others to see what bugs my brain... I saw the winning entry, and all of the comments that entry recieved upon the winner of Karbo's contest. Strangest part is... either I'm not very sociable... or my brain may be overactive.

I mean... seriously, I can scope an entire battle scene in my head, but without a sense of placing the entire scene into words, I just feel a bit lack lusting within my ability to write fiction. Think of this... I can write into detail... PAIN STAKING detail as to how someone can suffer in the most horrific of ways... or how someone can be at their most happy.

I can describe things in my head... but some things just don't work very well. O.o Not all that i have in mind, doesn't translate well. Hence why ALOT (if not ALL of my works) either are DROPPED halfway through for another story idea, or placed into lengthy hiatuses.

I think... that's what I do, but when you're the ONLY one that thinks... things can happen to your mind that aren't suppose to happen. I think of the characters that I wish to place in, the stories, the settings, the dialogue, the actions, the consequences... EVERYTHING! O:

An issue always comes into my head though... not all words vcan be placed as best as I wished... and that is why I do envy artist talents... I don't have much for art myself. If I could draw a dimes worth of talent into paper... I could create worlds like Genesis! O:

That's my resolve... my brain can create worlds like Genesis... but the saddened fate for many of those worlds are a fateful end, since I just can't place all of my words, thoughts, and visions into a sentence. If I can write to save myself, I will tell you a horror. But that's my problem... no one tells me how I may improve well... or few ever tell me how. (Sigh) I think I may be a bit overactive in mind...


(F.Y.I. I still owe Karbo an Epic... >.< SON OF A B****!! DX I guess I would have to (SINGLEHANDEDLY) have to over look any small details I may have F***ED UP IN... HUH? Son of a b****... -.-